Endurance means not needing each day to feel significant.
STILLNESS
STILLNESS
Requiring each day to feel significant is an expensive standard, because most days are not. Significance is concentrated in a handful of moments spread across years, and the ordinary days are what connect them. Needing more than that from a Tuesday sets you up to quit.
Let a normal day be a normal day. Do the work, close the book, and do not ask it to mean anything. The meaning is in the aggregate, and the aggregate needs the ordinary days.
Can you name an ordinary day this week that still counted?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.