Nobody gets mad at October for not being July. Let your seasons change too.
STILLNESS
STILLNESS
People allow the world to have phases and refuse themselves the same thing. A slow month gets read as decline rather than as a season, and the standard you hold yourself to is whatever you managed on your best week, permanently. Nothing alive runs at one intensity all year.
Work out which season you are actually in right now, rather than which one you think you should be in. Adjust the expectations to match it. Output that would be disappointing in June can be entirely reasonable in a harder month.
Which season of yourself are you refusing to accept?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.