Not every part of your transformation has to be content. Some of it can just be life.

Experience does not have to be documented to have happened. There is a pull to turn any change into something shareable, and the pull is strong enough that the experience starts getting shaped by how it will look rather than by what it is for. Some of it works better unobserved.

Keep one part of what you are doing entirely private this year. No updates, no photos, nothing to show. Notice whether it feels different to do something purely because you want the result rather than the acknowledgement.