Busyness can hide indecision by keeping every hour visibly full.
REFLECTION
REFLECTION
A full schedule can be a way of not deciding. While every hour is spoken for, the harder question of what you should actually be doing never has to be faced, and the sense of being needed everywhere provides a decent substitute for direction. The busyness is genuine and it is also protective.
Clear a couple of hours with nothing in them and notice what comes up. Often it is the decision you have been outrunning, and it is usually smaller than the avoidance suggested.
Which decision are you avoiding by keeping yourself so full?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.