Life hands out fewer comfortable middles than you would hope. Usually the two options are genuinely different, and staying undecided is not neutral ground, it is just the slowest way of choosing. Waiting feels responsible because nothing has been lost yet. What you are actually doing is letting the clock pick for you, and the clock does not know anything about what you want.

Name one thing you have been keeping open. Set yourself a day this week to answer it, and decide with the information you already have rather than the information you keep hoping arrives.