You can make an ordinary responsibility meaningful by understanding who depends on it.

The same task is drudgery or substance depending on whether you can see who is on the other end. Most ordinary responsibilities have someone genuinely depending on them, and the connection has simply been abstracted away by process and distance. Restoring it changes the work without changing the work.

Trace one routine part of your job to an actual person affected by whether it is done well. Learn something concrete about them. The task will not get easier and it will get heavier in a better way.