Meaning grows when your abilities become useful outside yourself.

Abilities held privately tend to feel thin, however impressive they are. They become meaningful when they land on something outside you, when someone is better off because of what you can do. Meaning is not stored in the capability. It appears in the transfer.

Take something you are good at and find one person this month who needs it. Not as a service, just as a use. The feeling that has been missing usually shows up there.