Purpose can be constructed through repeated usefulness.
GRATITUDE
GRATITUDE
Nobody hands you a purpose. What actually happens is that you are useful somewhere repeatedly, and over time the repetition builds into something that looks and feels like a calling from the outside. The construction is gradual and mostly invisible while it is happening.
Stop waiting to feel called and start being useful somewhere regularly. Give it a year. The sense of purpose is a product of the accumulation, not a prerequisite for it.
What small useful thing could you repeat until it means something?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.