Filling every hour doesn’t mean your life is full. Sometimes it just means you’re too busy to notice it’s empty.
STILLNESS
STILLNESS
A packed schedule is a convenient way to avoid a quiet question. When every hour already has something in it, you never reach the gap where you would have to ask whether any of this is what you want. Busy looks like a full life from outside and can feel like running on the inside.
Leave two hours genuinely unscheduled this week and see what turns up when nothing is filling them. Boredom, probably, and then something underneath the boredom. Acting on whatever shows up is optional. Finding out it was there is the useful part.
Is your packed schedule hiding something you would rather not notice?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.