Your integrity lives in the tabs you’d close if someone walked in.

What you do when a door might open is a reasonable measure of what you actually think about it. The instinct to close something quickly is information, and it tends to be more honest than any argument you would make about it afterward. This is not about disgrace so much as about the gap between two versions of you.

Rather than resolving to be different, change the conditions: where the device sits, who else has access, what time the night ends. Tell one person you trust. Closing the gap is easier with help than with willpower.