A key on its own is just a weird piece of metal. Your gift needs a door to matter.
CREATIVITY
CREATIVITY
Ability means nothing until it meets something that needs it. On its own a talent is an odd private fact about you, interesting to nobody, and it only becomes a gift at the moment it opens something for somebody else. This is why so much practice feels pointless. You can polish a skill for years in your own room and never once put it in a lock.
Use yours on something real this week. Play for people, fix the actual thing, help the person who is stuck, enter the thing you keep preparing for.
Where could your particular ability actually be needed?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.