Faith becomes real when the outcome stops being the condition.

Faith with a condition attached is a transaction. As long as your trust holds only if things go the way you asked, what you actually have is a hope with terms, and it will collapse the moment the terms are not met. Something else takes over when you release the requirement, and it is sturdier.

Notice where you have quietly set a condition on your trust. Say it plainly to yourself. Then ask what you would still do if the outcome went the other way, and let that answer be your ground.