You can start over without burning everything down.

Dramatic demolition is tempting because it feels decisive and produces an obvious before and after. It also destroys things you will want later: relationships, skills, a place to sleep, the parts that were actually working. Most real changes are partial, keeping the structure and replacing a few rooms. Wanting to torch it all is often impatience wearing the costume of courage.

List what is actually broken and what you are just tired of, because they are different. Change the broken part first and leave the rest alone for a month. If you still want the bigger move afterward, you will make it with better information.