The person you think was born good at it just started embarrassing themselves earlier than you did.
REFLECTION
REFLECTION
Skill that looks innate is almost always a long private record of being bad at something in front of people. You see the current version and none of the hundreds of attempts behind it, which makes the gap look like a difference in kind rather than in hours. They were not spared the awkward part, only went through it sooner.
Accept that your first stretch will be visibly poor and get it over with rather than delaying it. Find the lowest stakes room you can and be bad there on purpose. Every month you wait adds to the distance between you and the person you are watching.
Whose skill do you admire without seeing their early attempts?
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