If a subject feels like a wall, find one brick you can pull out. Then another.
CREATIVITY
CREATIVITY
A subject feels impossible when you meet it all at once, as a single solid thing you either get or do not. It is never really that. It is a lot of small pieces stacked up, and one of them is always loose enough to work on today. Pull that one out and the wall stops being a wall and turns into a list.
Take the subject that is beating you and find the smallest piece you could understand by tonight: one definition, one worked example, one step of the method. Do that, then pick the next loose piece tomorrow.
In the subject that stops you, what is the smallest solvable piece?
Free, with nothing to buy inside it.