The performer giving their best to a small crowd has kept the work larger than its immediate reward.
LEADERSHIP
LEADERSHIP
Effort tied to the size of the audience becomes unreliable. Somebody playing fully to twelve people is treating the work as the point rather than the crowd, and that is what keeps a standard intact on the nights nobody comes. It is also, quietly, how craft stays good enough to be worth hearing when the room fills. Reward makes a poor supervisor.
Do one thing this week to your own standard rather than to the standard the occasion seems to deserve. The message nobody will read closely, the meal for one, the small job. Notice how much steadier work feels once it stops responding to attention.
When did you do your best for an audience of few?
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