God wrote sunsets that nobody has ever seen twice. Stop copying other people’s work.

Creation does not repeat itself, which tells you something about who made it. Copying somebody else’s style, opinions, and personality is a reasonable survival strategy where standing out is risky, and it is also a slow way to disappear. God did not run out of ideas by the time He got to you. Imitation only covers what was already there.

Notice one thing you have been performing because it worked for someone else. The way you talk, what you claim to like, the opinions you borrow to stay safe. Drop it for a week in one low-stakes setting and find out who is underneath.